I’m struggling in one of my classes. I don’t want to say which class it is because supposedly it’s an easy class so I’m kind of embarrassed. Anyway, I often sit next to this girl who is doing really well in the course and she took the time to email me her study guide that she put together for an upcoming test. Honestly I think that made my whole week. Her generosity gives me hope to get a passing grade.
The soreness feels so good.
Probably knee him in the balls a few times.
im bout to get it right now
all these motherfuckers wonder how
all the pretty girls love the style
n. the realization that each random passerby is living a life as vivid and complex as your own—populated with their own ambitions, friends, routines, worries and inherited craziness—an epic story that continues invisibly around you like an anthill sprawling deep underground, with elaborate passageways to thousands of other lives that you’ll never know existed, in which you might appear only once, as an extra sipping coffee in the background, as a blur of traffic passing on the highway, as a lighted window at dusk.
I had a 3.2 total GPA and a 1680 SAT. Apply to every school you want to get into (or I hope you already did) because if you just so happen to get in and when you get that letter you’re going to be like “holy shit thank goodness I applied anyway”
Sometimes the people with the most talent go unnoticed. So if you see somebody who you think does something really well, let them know. Your support for them could be the match that starts their fire.
I feel like my work ethic is improving. Which is good. I got called out for another performance. This is the 4th time this year. I honestly can’t explain how I feel. Just the fact that people want to see me perform at all, yeah it’s a good feeling. I really hope this continues because it motivates me in a completely new way.
Now I need to vent. I’ve put so much effort into a handful of people. I’m sure we all have. But the fact is sometimes you don’t get the same effort you put in. It sucks because “you get what you put in” seems like it would be at least slightly logical. But with people it’s very different. You don’t always get back the same amount of love, respect, effort, care etc. from people more or less no matter how much effort you put in. It just doesn’t work like that and I don’t know why it took me so long to pick that up. However with “work” and life choices I will always get how much I put in. The more I have tried for something the more I improve. And I love that so much. I love seeing myself improve. I realize that the only thing that has ever shown me positive results from giving so much of myself is working hard. I will get what I put in. Always. So instead of focusing so much on other people, I’ll focus my energy towards doing what I love most.